How long are you going to live with the hurts from your past? The person or people that hurt you have moved on and have forgotten. They haven't thought about you since the day you walked out of their life unless it's to remember what they are missing. They don't think about how they've hurt you or even what triggered your pain and yet you continue to allow it to rule your life and complicate every relationship you enter. Jesus knows the pain you feel, but doesn't want you to continue living a life weighed down by the chains that have you bound. When will you say "I've had enough! Jesus, help me to be released from my bondage?" He came to set the captives free and open the eyes of the blind! His heart breaks for you every time He hears you reminisce about days gone by and when He sees that gaping wound that keeps bleeding and sapping every bit of energy you have. Go to the Lord and let Him heal you.
"The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, because he has anointed me to proclaim good news to the poor. He has sent me to proclaim liberty to the captives and recovering of sight to the blind, to set at liberty those who are oppressed, to proclaim the year of the Lord's favor." Luke 4:18-19